I push you away
to let you know,
I need you.

And to see how long it will take
for you to
give up.

N.J., I already have. (via painstained-letters)

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And it has occurred to me that I have spent my whole life starting over.

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Borderline Personality Disorder Problem #127

bpdproject:

Sabotaging everything and anything good that ever happens in your life, before you even realise what you have done.

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I told you how I was feeling.

That my skin was crawling,
and my brain was screaming,
and I was hurting.

I wanted you to see
that my heart was crumbling,
and my inner self was scattered all over the floor.

Why did you never hear me?

N.J., I forgot to use my words. (via painstained-letters)

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I don’t know
How much of
This nightmare
Is real
And I’m afraid
I’m too scared
To find out.

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